You see this is where I get to be a bitter man and find that everyone is full crap. You see everyone looks at the changing of the year from one to the next as a fresh start and a clean slate, but they are wrong beyond wrong, because everything that happened in the past year comes right a long, you don't get a new book with a empty pages to fill, you get the next chapter. In the middle of the last page the chapter ended and you turned it and wrote in the next years as a chapter title, all the things in the past chapters coming right along with it. You don't really get a fresh start you just get a new chapter to work with. This is the cold hard fact. A new year is not a fresh start it's just the next chapter in the huge book that is you life. Everything keeps coming along for a ride. Trust me if the new year was fresh start, a new book was given and clean slate and a fresh start where everything from the past was washed away I would be a happy guy, but I'm not. It's just the next morning to me and everything that happened last year is right behind, new day, new dawn, but same crap along with all the really old crap that has been built up up from the past years before that. For a few moments I like to think that all is gone and a new slat is in front of me, but it all comes back to the same crap is coming along with you into the next year and this is what we get, but then again I'm just a bitter guy right now because all has not gone as I would like it in the past two years and when you hit the bottom of the barrel and then have that bottom fall out from under you and you start falling again and you see no end to it it kind of get's to you when everyone see the new year as a new start when it's just another day with all the same crap following right behind it. A fresh chapter yes but all the stuff in the last chapter is right behind you and will appear in this one and the next. there is never a fresh start even when it all comes to a head and blows beyond sky high and then keeps going..
The end of the year means all the movies that are going to be in the Oscars are out. Any movie that was done at the beginning has been well forgotten and has not chance of winning anything. every year you hear and the Oscar race starts early this year, but by the end of the years those movies that started the race are no where to be seen hell they are in your DVD cabinet and forgotten all about. You have watched it once maybe twice and forgotten that it was even there no matter how good it was. The year end movies are here. in just enough theaters to make the cut off. Some of those film's not even fully finished, but in the theater so they can be in the race for all the actors to make there marks on the world. I hate this, because some of them are good films but you never hear about them until the Oscar final deadline is due and to top that off a but load of them are Big actors in low budget films that have been on hold for most of year or just been sitting on the shelf waiting for the final deadline of Oscars to come along. This is what happens every year. You might say I'm wrong, you might say I'm right, but when a movie is put out just at the Oscar deadline and you see in select theater and then in full release on another day, that is because the movie isn't really done a few things still need to be finished, but it needs to be out in enough theaters for the Oscars and the studio doesn't want to hold it for next year. Because the Actors will have forgotten that they even made the film.
but remember today I'm just a bitter man with all kinds of crap on his mind so to get some of it out of my head wrote it down and let the world see another point of view.
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