!0 Years

So more then 10 years ago I was dragged to the movies to see the movie Julie & Julia and I straight up stole the Idea to try and write blog of stuff that bug the living crap out of me not giving a damn what people thought and what the rambling thoughts looked like and I still don't. My options and ideas are my own and I don't force them on anyone and I still don't give a crap what people think of them. I might have changed my options on a few things on the rants in the past or I might have looked into a few of the things in the past and saw that not all i knew to be true was true and that I still didn't like the idea and or position be I now understood it just a little better. Still thought it was crap but I could see what every other person see's in it or their point of view. I see that a lot and I don't agree with them but all have a right to there idea's. It is always hard to be the only person standing against a tied of people who are telling you everything you believe and know is wrong. I am who I am I know almost everyone doesn't see that would in the same way as I do. I get to the point in a day when everything has gone wrong and doesn't look like it's going to get any better I just start to laugh as everything keeps going wrong. I see the dark side of things and I see it as funny anymore these days some thing even make me really mad because one person is going to take over and  everything else that was in the tragedy are going to be lost in the shadow.

 First and foremost, when you throw a straight line at me I will take a swing good or bad when it's in the face of tragedy and you send a straight line at me it's to make you laugh because laughter is good for the soul and when tragedy strikes we all need to laugh. Now I know better then to go off on a major tragedy like 911 that is just wrong a good joke about that is many many many months off, but one day they will come and yes I have had a few major personal tragedies in my life that took many years before I could start to laugh at them in this case it will be the 30th anniversary of one that changed my life forever today  I sound cold and callus about it and I do make jokes and tell people that it is fine it was a lone time ago. life is about healing and if you can't make fun of yourself to help heal yourself, you are in a lot of trouble. everything takes time and time is the one thing we have every little of so do what you can to grave, take the time, but always come back up with a smile on your face and a joke on your lips.

 Now almost a week ago there was Helicopter crash 9 people died, and the entire sports and most of the entertainment world went nuts, because one of the people in the helicopter was a NBA retied basketball star. They were on there way to a basketball tournament for his daughter (Who was also on the copter) The news and media every were just played and kept on reporting that the NBA star  was dead and nothing on the other that were in the copter. Almost admittedly photo's of this pasting showed with birth year and death year. when they reported his daughter was on board and they all the photo's changed to the two of them, no mention of the other 7 people at all. The police hours later admonished the News outlet that first reported it because they didn't know who was on the helicopter and that families should not find out from a yellow T.V. news outlet that their family members where dead. I agree and disagree with this it can take all day or longer for them to identify a dead person, look at how long it took them to confirm that singer who died in Seattle oh so long ago, this yellow news outlet had a store and if they din't report it some else would have, so I believe the police just didn't like the who had reported it first and that they knew before the police did.

 This NBA star who died had been all over the news and for the most part he and his daughter have over showed the other 7 people on the helicopter and many others that have died in the past week in one case a 22 years arrived home from his first and last tour. The military Man came home in a flag draped coffin and no and I mean no news media covered it I only know about it because I came across the video of them unloading his body from the plane on facebook and read the article about him and all he was doing over sea's, but no one heard about him because so NBA star died and the world is going nuts over. Me I'm just like oh look we are going to be hearing about his death for months on end. Hey he was a good basketball player and father, he was a coach for his daughters basketball team and he did many other charitable things hell he even won academy award, but me and famous people is like ok they are died next and life goes on, what happened with that police shooting in dallies. Famous people don'y impress me and I don't care about there private lives and I wish everyone else did to, People are people and they should all be allowed to live their own lives without us looking at every little thing they are doing. I don't care and I don't think everyone else should either let them be. So when the media goes on and on and on and in this case I can see them going on and on for a few more months and it's all going to be on the NBA star and his daughter (who will be a second though because the media doesn't want to look like the monsters they are) the other 7 people will be left out and it's about the privacy the NBA star was a public icon so they get to go on and on all they want. Just drop it some of us are tired of hearing about it and it messed up the end of the pro-bowl. it was Heidi all over again.

Now let's get off that I mean yeah going on and on about a dead NBA star is something I could do for hours because I really don't give a shit and I don't think anyone else beyond the family should either. Death is a very private thing and we should all get out of the way and leave every family to deal with it in private. Of couse pointless rant is what something like this is for but hell I'm tired of hearing about it and talking about it. More important people have died this past week like the Military 22 year old, put that on the news for weeks on end he died for us anyway.

So here we are 10 years later and I have posed a few times over those years to say something that has really bugged me and said that I would try and write out more but never get around to it for one reason or another. Hell I even tried to start a second blog to write out my three books so people could read them instead of having them in a binder or even my head. That didn't work beyond the first posting on it the books never appeared and they are still in the binder and my head. once again I'm going to try and start writing on this blog at least twice a week I can see this is not really going to happen but hey I can try and hell with my crazy ideas and messed up thoughts it could be more then entertaining to some if anyone was to read this stuff, but hell let's try..until next time it call all end just like that.....

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