You get hosed

There is nothing like getting hosed at work and you can't do anything about. It just get sucks that you can't turst you boss at work, of course most people I would believe don't trust there boss at work, but it still sucks when they hose you for something that they had been preping you for they take a good weeks work or in some cases more and just throw it out the window and hose you on what you have been working for or at the least at over the past feww weeks and throws it out the window and they don't even tell you untill the new person walks in the door. Hell you think you are unloading your new used desk and then when you get it all set up for what is going to be your new job or duties at work you find out that none of it is going to be yours it's you just got hosed and now you got to work with the new guy and your not happy, but you can't stay anything because right now your pissed and you don't want to upset set the boss that just hosed you the guy who told you that it was small company and the chance to move up it there and could come with in the next your and he hoses you to no end but then again that is life and you are forever going to get hosed and your always going to have to find away to deal with it and you know it just suck and I hate when that happens to anyone. Been there and am there. It's been a couple of bad weeks for me and getting hosed at work is just the newst of things to happen of late it always sucks and it just keeps happening to everyone at any given moment, but you know we just keep going forward and I'm just going to go with the flow and hope I don't have to teach my new boss how to do his job or anything else, but knowing me and that way things have going in the past going to have to do it and carry thios new guy for a week or two untill he get's his feet under him and starts to run things his way which suck because it's not you way or the way that things have been going for the past years. got to live with, but then again you just got hosed.

You know the fun thing sometimes about being me is that even though I get hosed at work I keep on going and do my job in some cases even better then before and with out regards as to what is going on. I see the new boss and keep moving along. I work a little more independed then before yet I still do as he asked and in this case so does the guys who work with me. they follow my lead just a little to well not only because they see that i got hosed but so did they. I shows them that moving up in a small company is a lot harder then it should be. now i have been only with the company for just under a year but the company has grown a lot and yet I have not move much in that year as a matter of fact I have taken a step back from what I have learned and I have to forget it what I have learned back to less then step one, but you know that is the way things go sometimes when you get hosed. I really do hate getting hosed and I think just moving forward is what you need to do and have the new boss try and do his job with as little support from us as need, I mean Hell he is the boss and should know what needs to be done not asking me or the other guys that work for him. we may know the system and how it works and the changes that come with it but hell you shouldn't be asking us how it works you the boss you should know how it work, it's not my job to tell you how to do your job and you should have a plain or at lest an Idea of what to do when the head boss tells you to do/change something don't come running to me for Ideas I might have a few hunders on what to do and how to do it but it's your job to come up with a plain and tell me what you want done. with the company growing liking it is I have no idea of what to do, I'm just the second rung from the bottom on the ladder you are higher to the top then me, get off your ass and come up with a plain and make it happen don't ask me to do it it's not my job, just because every one looks to me because I know what the hell I think I might be doing it's not my job to come up with Ideas and make it happen it's yours but it's all part of being hosed and having people see it and know that it was wrong amd yet still look to me for what the hell are we doing. to me I just go don't look at me I'm not the boss and besides I just make stuff up as I go along I never really have a plain to begin with, and hell I just got hosed, what the hell do I care. it's not my job it's his.

Coffee or Tea

Where their is a story..

So I have been thinking that This blogg has just been sitting here and nothing has really come to mind to go on about but I need to get back in to writing something because I have just way to much on a crazy brain that need to be put somewhere so i thought I would start writing out more of the jbooks that i have been working on. this time from the begining so ytou will most likly start to see things you have already read and just to you have a small idea where you are in the wring craz that might come flying at you on the bloggg that I was trying to write out. but you know in the end it just comes down to Hey I don't care what you think as much as I want to here you opinion this what I think and for the most part the way I want it to be. So let's here what you have to say but remember it's really going to be read but there isn't going to be much thought to be given to it, so don't take it personaly because sure as hell I'm not going to it just, for fun and entertainment and hell it's a story that I'm working on that will never be done but hell at least parts of it will get read by starngers and that is what it is all about....

remember it's for fun...

Year two

It begins because there is another year

Really do you think we should have a second year

guess what there isn't going to be a full second year because one year in itself was done horrably and if something is done bad it gets canceled hell I'msuprised I didn't get canceled sometime lasy year, but it was fun and this is nothing more then a tess of nothing, because I have nothing I'm not going to run a full second year of ranting about nothing.

coffee or tea

Not really the end

One year later...

so here we are the last day of one year, and Yeah I have managed to at lest write something out once a day even if it was nothing more then a bad poem and unfinished story which you might still get parts of just to have some fun and to send it out into the world because it's not really going anywhere else but a computer file or on a piece of paper which no one is ever going to read, like they really read it here, and a few rants about the world we all live in and of couse the stat of the year to know that a friend of mine died just after it started so for the most part it's can't go much down hill from there, I would like to think that over th past year I have made you think about a few things and you know full well that I have stolen a few news stories right off the radio airwaves because I just thought they where reduclies to even think that something like that could happen, one of my faviorts being the boy being kick out of school for not cutting his hair, the kids was what 6years old and trying to do something to help cancer pations I still want to go slap that princalble for that one, and I know I have had some fun poking at something and got a little heavy or at least I think I got a little heavy over the past year on a few things. and I know never got back to a few things I said I would like t=you want to hear the rest of my Harry Potter reviews anyway, I know my spelling his more then horrable but what do you want I was raised for the most part in the 80's and went through the 7th and 8th grade with straight U's what ever that was and came one math class short of a degree in english Lit and Theater art's, hell I'm a carpenter that can build almost anything just give me the wood and a cheap drawing and I'll figure it out, what do I need with spelling Hell I can't even spell english right. so over th epast year I have not really cared how this blog has looked because like I said at one point it was for the most part a failure and I just wanted to see if I could come up with something to write out once a day in the end even if it was a cheap story that I have been working on. I do thing I was able to put up a few and I do mean few intresting pictures for people to look at. At one point I was trying to do nothing but The enterprise from the NX to NCC 1701E just because I don't have a picture of J and I thought it was fun to do, and that is really what I was trying to do in the end Have some fun and maybe make you think of a few things that where going on in the world. Like to do we really need all these bloody awards show, I thin it cheapens the movies that are out there, and then there is the end of the year push where movies you have never really hear of get all the nominations so anything at the begining of the year is lost in the shuffle and the there are those few movies that are not finished and are put out, Million dollar baby being one of them and the Orginal Batman from the 80's being another, and them of cousre my great opinion of a few people in the world, Like I hate to say it but Chris Rock being a races ++++*# pig, and the only reason to watch any movie he does is because he is backing up a much better actor like Adam Sandler, I happened to watch Grown up last night, Good movie, and Then what I would l=think was something to make everyone try and do and that is support the Pres, you may not like the guy but in some sences he is the one trying to help us in more way them one, he just needs to talk to the people at the bottom of the country to know what they want and not always do what he thinks is right. Then of course I have gone on a few times about conguess and how old the people we put in it are and we need to work on getting the your class in there because they are the ones who know or should know what the people want not the old farts that are there not, once again my opinion and just something for you to think about, I have touched I would have hopped on something from where ever over the past year and one of the few things I do remember and still say The Beatles are just one of the first boy bands and very over rated, so let's not go jumping up and down because you can buy there stuff on I-tunes now.

Remember for the most part this was all for the fun of it and to see if I could write something once a day for a year, I was able to do that but not as well as I would of hoped. I will most likely find something to write, just not everyday because there where a few times that I just wanted to go to bed but I had to write this thing out of just sit and vegg, but I came up with something to write any way.

For who ever reead this crazy thing I hope at one point I made you think and thank you I hope you enjoyed it and look forward to what every I do in the future with this thing, but I know for a little while I'll be taking a break just so I can go to bed a little earily every now and then and you don't have to read this every day liek you really did that in the first place. So for now...

So long, farwell, and thanks for all the fish...

Of Gods and Generals...

Most people have a full measure of life

And most people just watch it slowly drip away

But if you can some it all up

At one time

In one place

You can accompish something

GLORIOUS

It's all yours go get it

sundays story

Book two: The fight break part 2

"Yes I habe no dout she was nice to you Blaze." I said "and my left hand twitched "You are a hard person to dislike. I looked up to Warrior who was now standing on my right side "In the end it's all worth it, no matter what the pain you go throught." I looked back to Blaze "there is more to this then two people trying to just kill one another. I just wish I could stop this fight without anyone ending up dead. I would very much like to get to know this version of K.R.,but she is way to intent on killingme for not being able to save her in our time." I closed my eyes and breather out heavly "Oh who I miss my K.R. sometimes, but then I have been around for more years then I care to think about."

Blaze grabbed my hands "Father." she spook softly "I have hundreds of questions for you, but why would she be doing this now?" She stood up her hands still on top of mine "if she has been after you all these years why now?"

"Oh that's simple." Warrior said looked out into the room and walking back behind my chair to look at Blaze "Because of you my dear."

"WHAT!?!" Blaze yelled and he hands tighed around mine.

"No it's notas bad as you would think." I said "K.R. has finally found away to bring me to her. She knew that by kidnapping you and leaving a note for Vincent that he would come to me and I would come to get you with Warrior in tow. It really was a nice trap one I saw coming the mintue I saw you. WHich was fine, it was all just a matter of time and I'm glad it was you." Blaze let go of my hands and stepped back from me and my left arm twitched again "You are the end of my great adventure Blaze Tylor and hopfully this is the end to yours."

"But what if I don't want it to end" She said "this time jumping thing we have been doing for the past few years has been in lighting, I don't think I have learned so much about history in my whole life. I have become to enjoy it." Blaze stepped back alike more to look at both Warrior and myself "You have always taken care of me."

"And we have always put in you in great danger, which you should have never been in" Warrior interupted.

I sat back in the chair resting my head on the highback closed my eyes thinking of all the great times we could of had and the thing Blaze could be doing. "Warrior you remember the painting that was covered in the cottage?" I broke in changing the subjuct

"Yes I do why." Warrior said looking down at me.

"That is a painting of your mother a long time ago, Before she became who she is today." Blaze was about to intrupt when I raised my hand to stop her "Now yes we always taken care of you Blaze." I said opening my eyes to look at her "I am glad you go and understanding of the mulitverse it could come in handly one day, but for now let this adventure for me end." I turneded to look up at Warrior "If I die in this fight ask george to show you that painting."

"I feel like I am to destory of lives." Blaze said somberly and she stepped forward and place one of her hands on top of mine again, As she did one of the cuts that was on my right side closed itself. "Ok but like I said I have hundreds of question my next on is great list of things is how did this all start? How does she know you didn't save her and How is she here and now?"

"Good questions's all." Warrior said place his hands on the back of the chair.

"Well see that is the hard part of things and I have been trying to figure it out." I started to stand up again, as my kness gave a loud popping sound Blaze grabbed my left arm to help me stand up "You see, thank you Blaze." and a lite on the brace computer came on "You see as much fun as the miltiverse is it's hard to cross from one to the next." A pain shot up throught my thig and I paused, closed my eyes to take in the plain "But as the theee faiths would have it K.R. either stumbled on how to cross the rosenburg einstien bridge which is a bridge to move across from one universe to another." I rubbed the back on my neck.

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ok so for the final weekend of this blog I have given you a story just for the fun of it and throught you enjoy something simple to close it out. Now tomorrow will be the final day of the one year but I am sure I will be able to find a few thing more to say as the next year goes on and you know I might even get to some of the things I was to go on about but just never felt like talking about or by the time I got home I had lost what I want to say/talk about because I talked it out through out the day to no body but myself.

but for now I hope you have just enjoyed the few storied I have done and made you think about a few other thing over the past year..

It's all yours go get it

Saturday's story

Book two: The fight break...

After more then three hours of fighting the computer that was running music and the fight called a half hour break. The music stopped and my wife lowered the Tri-sword turned and walked away from me. I lowered my own sword closed my eyes and took a deep breath "Oh man I'm so out of shape for this." I turned and started to walk towards a chair that had appeared on the far side of the stage.

I looked around and saw tgat tge stage had changed back to the grand hall of the castle where all of this started. Warrior and Blaze were standing behind the chair I was heading for. I headed staright for them and the chair ans as soon as I got there I sat down and growned in pain. Warrior and Blaze came quickly around to me "Father are you Ok?"

I pulled out and looked at the cut's in my shirt and slits on my cheast that where still bleeding "Yeah I'm all right. I just wish I could get into the music computer and knowing what was coming next. That is her major advantage."

"Who is she Mac?" Blaze Asked

"Who she say's she is." I looked over at Warrior "Warrior's Mother." I looked back to Blaze "I have thought she might be alive for a few years now, but I wasn't sure until now."

"But my mother died. She died before I was born." Warrior said "Wasn't she?"

Blaze looked very confussed as to how Warrior might have been born after his mother was dead "It's kind of hard to explain, but to give it a short story Warrior is a test tub baby born in a fluded bath." I looked at Warrior "You can blame george for that one."

"George?" Blaze asked

"George is well..." Warrior looked at me for an answer as to who George was and then back to Blaze "Well George is George."

"any way Blaze." I said "George put the genetic matteral together and created Warrior. He did a really good job. His appearance as he is was first my addiction to the gentic make-up when I first saw him. Later on it became a real gypise curse." I leaned my head back and listened to the curse of the gypies chant that they put on Warrior "Any way when Warriors mother found out that he was alive she was anything but happy, so she has been trying to kill him ever sence." I looked to Warrior "To make you feel better she has been trying to kill me a lot longer." I bent forwarded tired and exusted "Oh man this is nut's"

"So why is she trying to kill you or for that matter how is she even alive?" Warrior said

"Well this is the fun part." I raised my head looking at Blaze Do you know anything about the multiverse Blaze?"

Blaze looked at me as if she had no clue which was to be expected because she didn't have a clue as to what I was about to talk about "None. What is the multiverse."

"It's a change in the time line." Warrior said

"No not really." I said "It's the diffrent choose's that are made. The possiblities that could happen from the choose or actions." I stood up "Ohh..." My kness popped and mu whole body was stiff "any way for every major and even minor action or choose that is mae the other one is made or happens." I started to walk around to loosen up "In this case I was created because Warriors mother was killed." I pointed at Warrior and straighteden my arms "In an other univerace she liveed and in a third I was killed and the person that is saying that they are Warriors mother." I looked back to Warrior "and she is." I looked back to Blaze "was created." I rolled my neck to streach it "Now here the fun part with time travil and the Mulitvers. A person can go back in time and watch what happens, but the second they interact or do something they change the timeline and create a whole new universe. One can move forward and see the future and do things without changing anything, because nothing there is written, but if you go forward and use that knoweldge to come back and change the past the future your created is now a whole diffrent univers. It's is really hard to work, but almost matter what youe are trying to do, you always create a new universe." I sat back down "Now that I have made almost no sence." I looked up at Blaze who didn't understand half of what I was saying and had a look of someone who was completly lost "Sorry Blaze."

"It's ok Father." She said "I know you can get a little carried away and I think I got the basic of what you where saying." Blaze moved around the chair to stand infront of me "Warrior's mother is from a diffrent Universe and this one is Warriors mother out of all the ones that could be out there." SHe turned to Warrior "She seemed like a nice woman well she was hold me captive."

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OK so it was a long day and I wanted to do something a little fun tonight besides my son got first place at the pinewood durbey today so everything has been a good day today

It's all yours go get it.

Race Day

Pine wood...

Now for years the cub scouts and boyscout's have been running there pine wood durbey races there are really three kinds of races now a days, the cars which are the most populer and old then they have the boats and finlly the air plane ones, two weeks ago lows start to have a clink at there store that running about 2hours to show kids how to build there cars, really it's just a long video and them trying to show you how to build a car using a dermail mulitiy tool, not really much on what they are doing and why they are doing it and no real question time on the thing to ask how you doing thing, you just got to kind of butt in and ask a question as they go along, it really wasn't set up all that great if you ask me, The guy running it really didn't seam to know what he was trying to show/do to teach these kids there who wanted to learn how to make there car faster and better. To me it should have been a little more hands on and helping to put a car together so kids could learn and do what they needed before there races which are coming up. For me that would be tomorrow afternoon, so I'm working the last little bit on my car to get it wrong for the race, you small things like paint, weights and wheels nothing to big before a race, should be done some time tonight, but it's not my car I really want to make sure that get done it's my son's he's is the more importen one, because it racing is for him and I want him to do well, last year his car was put together in a really big hurry so it didn't come out just right, this year we have taken a little bit more time and it's come out almost right he likes it, but I think the parents take/put to much in to it. I think a lot of people put way to much into it and it takes away from the fun of building the car. In one case I hear that a rocket scincetaist was desinging and help buiulding his kids car so he would win every year. To me that is taking things just a little to far, I mean the kids are there to learn to build a race themselves and I think a lot of parents are taking that away from them but trying to win the race and not leting the kids have fun. Let them degain what ever they want and cut it out who cares if it runs fast or wins as long as the kids have run making it which is the whole point of the thing. Ok help out my sanding down the wheel and clearing the bures on the axles but let the kids paint it the way they want and make it they want the more flows in the car the better because it shows that the kids made it and are proud of what they made, yeah you can get a few things to help them and make sure they want to put them on as you go, but by making it all about the race you take away from the fun of making something for themself. It always fun to win but it's better to have a good time and make something you like and can be proud of when you race it against the other scouts. Sometimes I think it's the parents that want to much out of the race then the kids do and I have seen cars that are clearly made by the parent and not the kid and the kid has to run it as his own. Yeah I helped my son build his, but everything that was done to the car from the design of it to the color to the weights being added were all done with his ok and him doing it, He did some of the cutting and I did the really hard stuff, he sanded it as much as he could and we went over it together to make sure it was good and smooth,. He picked the paint color and primed and painted it himself, now my wife painted the guy on top, but he helped glue it on and picked the colors he wanted for him, he put on most of the decales for the race and in the morning we will finish up with the wheels and gaurds and he will be all set to race later that afternoon, were as for me I'll be lucky to be finished painting and get my weights on tonight, but you know Like I said it's all in the fun of building the crazy thing and that is what we are having if he win or even places cool, if we don't well at least we had fun making it together the three of us, My wife helped out a lot more then I did but in the end he did a lot of the work himself and it was fun, so parent let the kids go and have fun and kids not make to much out of it it's a race for fun and there is nothing better then having the even even thought we all like to win from time to time.. so let's go have some fun and race the afternoon away..

It's all yours go get it